I, myself, remember
The plunge
Into water so icy
I burned.
You
Sat in the sun
Wearing a leaf-dappled dress
That danced with the whirlwind,
Promising nothing.
The way of a man with a woman,
The way of a snake on a rock,
Is the way of the world.
Memory is an immigrant
Wandering, with thirst as a possession
Along
A faint trail through the night-shrouded forest
Of the past,
Palimpsest clues queried anxiously
In search of destiny, or security, or even
A smile.
The chase becomes the chase
Of the chase.
Or a moth, somnolent by day,
Alive by devious design only
At night,
Circling, circling, circling
For no earthly reason but compulsion
Around the fiercely bright flame
Of a midsummer fire-memory,
Until the mad thinker
Consummates
Existence in the transformation.
Or a fugitive at night,
Moving stealthily, illegitimately,
Purposely
Until he vanishes from the careful eyes
And florid demands
Of being.
What he was, with whom, becomes
Inexact.
Molecules and atoms flee his particular.